Tuesday, October 2, 2012


Once, twice, thrice, again and again
Being accused of what I am not

Once, twice, thrice, again and again
Taking the blame of what I am not

Once, twice, thrice, again and again
like a sharp blade that sliced through

I'm not who You think I am
Please don't think You know me well
You Don't

What hurt most is not being accused
What hurt most is being accused by the person
that You think the person would know You well


Once, twice, thrice, again and again
You made me gave up explaining

You once said
Don't keep everything to yourself
Does that still matters, now?


The day you said I humiliated you

Accusation, who went through it more?
Humiliation, who went through it more?
Misunderstood, who went through it more?
You or Me?

I kept silence does not mean what you said is right
I kept silence does not mean what you said does not hurt
I kept silence does not mean I agree with you
It somehow just shows
Deep inside how much I treasure this
so-called Friendship
(that you might not put it in your eye)
That could make me tolerate for so long
That could make me forgive you for so many times
That could make me laugh and smile even it hurts inside
That could make me joke at what I'm not
That could make me allow you to accuse me
That could make me allow you to humiliate me

I could tolerate all these
because I understand
I understand that this Friendship
is not only between you and me